Okay, So i’m not sure why i’m asking this, but I found it a little strange/funny and thought I’d share. Long story so bare w/ if you want to read it! =)

Last night my husband and I were fine sleeping until he woke up because he had heard …. loud “munching” in a corner. He shined a light in the space and found nothing. So we tried to go back to sleep until we heard it again! & again… & again! Finally I saw a tail sticking out from behind a drawer and knew it was a mouse/rat?

We have never had “rodent” problems before so it scared me a little, okay not a little but A LOT! I don’t even know where they’re coming from!

Anyways, we try to go back to sleep, but the sound was driving us CRAZY! My husband said he’d deal with it in the morning and not to worry about it, but yet I couldn’t help myself! To hear its little feet moving around in MY bedroom let alone MY house and to hear it munching made me absolutely disgusted!!

I tried to go back to bed, but yet I was so paranoid about it! As I was drifting off into sleep (still paranoid!) my damn husband moves his arm and wakes me back up and I am SCREAMING hysterically because I had though that his hand was a mouse/rat running across my stomach! Now at this point, I’m crying because of these damn hormones and my heart is racing like I’ve just ran 10 miles!

After collecting myself, I try to go back to sleep still paranoid and having panic attacks EVERY TIME my husband moved. THEN, the little disgusting creature crawls over to my bed side and I’m scared to death because it is basically right by me at this point and it LEFT its business in my corner! I swear these rodents are doing it on purpose to kill me!

I woke up at 4 AM to the noise and I don’t think I’ve had more than a hour of sleep at a time since! Every little movement I swear i’m having panic attacks and then I have trouble even breathing! Every time I tried to close my eyes I pictured rats and it made me even more paranoid!

Mind you, before my pregnancy I never really had a heightened fear of rodents like this, so is it just my hormones getting me all worked up & have any of your hormones got you going crazy like this?!

My husband and I find it quite funny now since it is all light and day, but I am still worried about how I am going to sleep tonight!

Is this also affecting my child If i’m having these horrible panic attacks like this? I have my routine check up and ultrasound( yay!) tomorrow and was wondering If I should even ask and explain to her what happend. It just seems so silly to me, but I can not help it!

Tagged with: duringFear/Phobiapregnancy

Filed under: Panic Attacks after Pregnancy

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